3.06.2006
Upon reading my last 5 entries, it's come to my notice that almost every single one of them begins with a "I've not been blogging for really long" or "I know I've neglected my blog". How ironic. But well, to start afresh, I've decided not to give two hoots about not having blogged consistently and just make up for all the lost time(or lost posts).Life seems to have been playing games with me lately, making me go around in endless circles, only to feel completely worn-out and simply exhausted at the end of it all. In case that was too subtle a hint, I'd just shout it out to everyone that I DESPERATELY NEED A BREAK! Looking at the schedule for the o's today, I must say that the truth and reality of it all hit me. The fact that it's all gonna be happening pretty damn soon and that fact that I've let this term slip by my fingers into thin air. Yes, it's truly ironic that I'm typing all these as I have my eyes glued to the tube.
Show me Your ways, O Lord,
Teach me Your paths;
guide me in your truth and teach me,
for You are my Lord and Savior,
and my hope is in you all day long
04:09
1.20.2006
Yes. It does seem as though I've desappeared from the face of the earth, considering the fact that I've not logged into blogger for practically 2 months! It's hard to imagine how I just HAD to blog every single day during my sec 1 life, rambling on about every minor detail from what I had for recess to the barely-existent homework I had. Sigh. Sec 1... how I miss it.But looking at the new batch of sec 1s joining us in choir, I've realised how much the sec 1s have changed over the "generations". It's amazing how they can shout/scream/babble on incessantly without giving a care about who's around them and what's going on around them. Sigh. It took great restrain from the rest to keep me from shaking her to her senses and getting her to be silent for at least 1 minute of the 2 hour session. She's lucky that she got the hint pretty quickly after I glared hard at her. Or the result would really have been bu kan she xiang =) --- (practising my oh-so-terrible chinese!)
Ah well I guess it's too soon to make any steady judgements...
08:11
11.20.2005
It's this absolutely incredible feeling of liberation I've gotten from the Encounter. I couldn't thank Him enough.The encounter really opened my eyes and heart to accept Him and it's really the best feeling in the world, knowing that someone loves you so much.
It's completely inappropriate to be saying this now, but thinking of how I have to get my lazy ass off to work tomorrow really makes this great feeling of dread come over me. It's terribly painful having to "pretend" to be slogging my butt off when I'm actually in dreamland, where Jaclyn sleeps all day long and parks herself in front of the tele. Ah well... be postive...be postive
I'm eating my cheese prata now... it feels so good! Haha... yes, I've been deprived of good food lately, what with all that oh-so-disgusting cai fan we get for lunch everyday. This is complete heaven!
Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your waysI cannot understand
I’ll never walk away because my future’s
In Your handsI
don’t care what people will say
I’m running after YouI won’t turn back and go their way
Coz I’m running after You
Yeah I’m running after You
I’m running after You
21:31
11.14.2005
I've realised that my blog's been neglected for the past few months. It's funny to turn the clock 2 years back and realise that I was once an avid blogger, ever faithful to blogger and updating practically everyday. Gone are those days.I've been thinking that I must be the last person on this planet who does not have a uber-funky blogskin. haha...blame it on my negligence... lazyness... whatever else~Feeling pretty campsick now...someone knock some sense into me! =) Was pretty disappointed when explorer told me about the outing on the 23rd cuz I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO MAKE IT! Yes... just picture me waving a folorn goodbye to a day of slacking + lotsa fun at sentosa and looking super excited at my work experience. I'm already going low on the sarcasm. To be more optimistic about things, I guess it's already a privilege that I've got mondays off... and that fact that I'm working with shumes is pretty comforting cuz I know I won't have to spend the first few days in an akward silence. This isn't helping to build up my lack of excitement much...
01:03
11.10.2005
I'm baaack! And yes... back in a shade darker, red as a lobster and really really tired!Anyway... mega camp honestly wasn't as bad as I'd predicted it to be... to all balam-ies: you guys were great and even though we were a pretty sian and quiet bunch at first, you're all really special and awesome and you all really made my day by cheering so loudly!
The team building stations were truly the highlight of the 4 days... we got all 17 of us up!!! Of course with anna's powerful powerful shoulders + tons of cheering! Anyway... in a nutshell, it was really each and everyone that made up balam, the endless singspirations, late-night obs meetings, workshops which I tried very hard not to fall asleep in, jeremy's gay-ness, and many more which I've prob missed out cuz I'm so stoned out!
Anyway... being the lazy me, I'm too shacked out to really relay all that happened during the camp so I'll just keep it all as lovely memories to smile at. =)
time for me to zonk out~
who are the strongest?
ba-ba BALAM!
who are the strongest?
ba-ba BALAM!
hey BALAM you're so strong
you're so strong we sing a song
hey BALAM
hey!hey!
hey BALAM!
woohoo~
06:30
