10.23.2003
Can't wait to get out of the house..but the movie only starts at 7...and I can't wait that long!! URGH! I really haven't fully recovered from post-exam-itis yet. I have myself to blame for getting such useless grades... HATE MYSELF!HATE!HATE!HATE! Jaclyn Lee, you're are so useless... you're a good for nothing idiot. You're just plain stupid! I seriously can't wait for seomone else to tell me how stupid I am instead of telling me.."Aww...it's not all that bad" when I know that it IS that bad. Then Maybe I'll finally wake up and realise the past 13 years of my life have totally been wasted. It's proven. I am stupid, and a complete idiot too. If I wrote down all I'm feeling right now, it'll probably bust the system. It'll be a never ending blog entry filled with all the crap I'm feeling right now. I feel like slamming my head against the wall till it bleeds....maybe that'll shove all the unhappy thoughts out of my mind. I feel like crying, but no tears are coming out. Geez...I feel so empty. That's what I am, HOLLOW.
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