11.20.2003

Leave me alone... I'm so tired...really very tired...
Let me lead my own life... or maybe I should just end it...
Maybe I should kill everyone around me..so ther'll be no one around to hurt me.
Perhaps I'm the only one who's feeling this way...
Pinch me, keep me awake... I'm so tired of everything...
All you people, just leave me alone...
Let me keep to myself...
Alone in my little corner...
To fend for myself...
To think about what a bitch I've been...
To think about my fucked up life...
Really,
Leave me be...

Corrupted mind
Overworked brain
Messy thoughts
Painstaking
Limp - physically & mentally
Insomnia
Care - tlc...that's what I need...
Angst ...exactly what i'm feeling
Twisted life
Everlasting sorrow
Death

I hate you...
You inflicted all this pain on me...
Now I want to take revenge...
Just you wait and see...

^jac
19:33

-^jac - choir - pink - green - prissy - piglet - one voice - lollies - shopping queen - mars - freedom -


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