4.16.2004

Do I have the right to be so pissed off? I can't believe things turned out this way. Confused.
She's making stories up and spreading it like SARS. Should I be pissed?
Can't believe I sobbed like a baby in front of so many people. Embarressing. Great loss of face. URGH!H who cares anymore. I've got nothing left.

Great big whoopie!

I can't believe I just asked her that straight out. Now she feels guilty. I feel even worse. I'm such a big mouth. *sigh*
The week's been worse than I could ever imagine it to be. My life... there's nothing more to it than my fucked up life.
We had some sorta punishment on Wednesday.... that totally drained me. Had to deal with someone's bitchiness the whole entire day. Then had public-speaking, then WITS...then cleaning up the class. Will someone please give me a break?!?!?! I need some serious rest. Passed my 2.4...yay? I guess.... made a big improvement from last year. 15.43...! put all my anger/energy into running. Felt so tired after that, but it felt good to be too tired to think for once. It felt good. I should be happy. I really should.

Maths almost killed me though. Can't take it anymore. urgh!! No matter how hard I try...I can't help but be reminded of that bitch. Why does she like to spread stories? And why do people keep asking? I'm so sick of it. Leave a alone dammit. ARGHH! Feel like I'm gonna pull all my hair out.

You bitch. It's all your fault.

^jac
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