4.08.2004

Once more back to fucked up mode. I'm so sick of my life. Someone just shoot me. URGH!!!!!!!!!
I need something to scream into. Someone help me. I'm on the verge of just collapsing. I need a life.

The week was the pits for me. There's a limit to how much I can take. And that ******** has just gone over it. bitch. bitch. bitch. I hope you choke to death since you talk so much and your nose fall off 'cuz everything about you is fake, and you nails chip and fall apart 'cuz you keep buffing them like some bloody bimbo.
That was a mouthful. Forgive me father for I have sinned.
Damn.... I really am going mad.
good news? no choir this week!!!! yay!!!
That doesn't help much though. Finished my 5 items...double yay!!! ehehhez... did better than I expected...big improvement from last year....

Jeez... I'd better stop pretending to be all cheery... I'm gonna puke any time now. Feel like a lump of useless, stinky shit right now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! My head's gonna burst. I hate this fucked up life.
I can barely lift an eyelash now. Feel like my heads gonna burst any moment, sending blood and juice spraying and clumps of my hair's gonna fly all over. And my ass is gonna be on fire, and I'll whiz off like an atomic bomb, and my entire body's gonna spilt up into multipie parts, sending my guts flying and splattering around. I'm mad.

What should I do.....
I feel like crying now. Just hug my mummy tight and start bawling like I'm 5. I wish I could. But the tears don't seem to wanna come out. I hate having to pretend to be strong. I miss my sis. Why did u have to go study!??! And leave me here to suffer. I'm jealous. Feel like a piece of crap.

Jaclyn.... you're not gonna give a fuck about annoying people. Ignore that bitch. At least try to.

^jac
02:59

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