4.17.2004

What's it with people and their studying? I've gotten enough of being pissed. I'm not gonna be pissed that people can't keep their big mouths shut. I'm gonna be happy that I'm not friends with her anymore. I'm happy to know that I don't need her anymore. I'm not angry with myself for crying...at least it helped me sort things out. I'm happy to have nothing to do with her. I'm not gonna be frustrated that so much in going on, and my life is going down and I'm forced to hide how I feel. No. I'm not gonna act like a soppy idiot. Not anymore.
I know i should be more focused...on important things. But it's harder than it seems. I don't seem to care anymore. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL HAPPENED?!
I hate the rumours people are spreading. Why did I even choose to come back to this fuckin' place? I don't know. I should really stop behaving like such a spoilt brat. It's not anybody's fault really. I'm not gonna take it out on anybody but my pillow. Yes.

^jac
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