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7.30.2004

The dinner was the best ever. *sigh*... how could
I have ever hated the musical. I WANT IT ALL BACK!!!

It wasn't the food... what everyone said was just so moving. How it's the beginning of so many things... I hate to think of how I should not have quit my role, but everyone played a part in this success, big or small. I cried buckets yesterday, wasn't the only one though. Everyone was in tears... then we all put up a little performance each...

Tiny little french fry
Sitting here alone
Underneath the cold air-con
In a land of MacDonalds

Tiny little french fry
You have lived to be eaten
Every little potato
All the way from the United States

So we cried to the M manager
Release us from the boiling oil
Take us from these greedy pigs
Freeze and don't fry us

Take us from these greedy pigs
Freeze and don't fry us

ehehe...whatever happened to the cactus...it was a really great night...for once I didn't feel like running away...really wanted to stay. Saw how everyone had grown so attached... now even I don't wanna go back to reality. I can't face it.

^jac
20:03

argh!...tired again....
the weekend's finally finally here!!!!

Been looking forward to it for as long as I can remember!
The week's been pretty much boring? Yeah..that's all I can say... the highlight was probably a break from choir. Something I needed badly. ehehez...there's a dinner tonight, which I'm not exactly looking very forward to...don't ask me why. It's just called an anti-climax... don't question that too.

Oh yeah..a mail I got...ehehez... it's pretty cute.

Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?''
When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''
The Teacher fainted.

^jac
00:46

7.25.2004

you are lime
#00FF00

Your dominant hue is green. You're logical and steadfast, focused on figuring life out and doing what makes sense. You value being trusted because you know you're taking the time to figure things out and everyone should just follow you.

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

^jac
02:17

It's finally over...but now I want it all back!!!...aRgh! was controlling my tears during the finale... I'm really gonna miss all the practices... can't imagine huh?? How much I hated it while I was at it... *sigh*... a total change.

Last night was the beginning... ehehz..

hmm...of all the 3 performances, the Sat night audience was the most responsive lah...ehehz...they kept laughing even at the parts they weren't supposed to... the matinee was pretty dead? We didn't put up that great a performance for that one though... hmmm...last night was overwhelming... *sigh*... the finale was the best one. We were finally allowed to scream our voices out... it felt GooD!

Oh well..now that it's all over... school starts for real. urgh. Too much work, too little time. !!!!!

^jac
01:51

7.22.2004

Just had another run through today...our final one,...ehehez... it's going to be tomorrow. Oh well...I'm tired...that's all I can say!
Hmm... it's actually really good..just that I've seen it too many times to have the same kind of surprise as when I first saw it. Nevertheless... it's good!
Very drained... feel like crap... that's how we're treated like anyway. Like, "Please Leave???!?"
She deserves a punch in her face. A hard one.

My eyelids ar shutting... but I can't hekp but think of all those tests we've missed... *sigh*...stress, stress.

^jac
06:10

7.16.2004

Haven't blogged in suuuper long!! Yep... busy busy busy me...ehehez...

Feel so drained... math test sucked like musical prac... I'm 99.99999999% positive that I'm gonna fail it. uRgh! This just gives wong another chance to scold me and tell me that I'm lacking behind. Feel so useless lah....
She always manages to make me feel like a piece of crap. And I allow her to do it.
Been rushing my lit ... doesn't seem to be as enjoyable when you get an overdose of it. It becomes more of a chore... and I used to have fun doing it.  Craaaaap....
I so wanna watch Mean Girls... I probably have to wait for the musical to be over though. It's in exactly a week's time. Shudder...
I don't even think we're very ready at all... and it's supposed to be phenomenal... a miracle maybe. Just keep on praying. Praying.

A - Age: 14
B - Brands usually bought: hmm... let's just say that I shop a lot in general
C - Career in future: that varies...
D - Dancing as a career: u mean me? I stomp around like an elephant
E - Easiest person to talk to: I just talk alot to ... to who I don't know...
F - Favourite song at the moment: Forca!!!
G - Gum balls or Gummy bears: gummy bears!
H - Hometown: little Sing
I - Instruments: Pianp
J - Jungle or Sea-side: Jungle.. the ocean scares me
K - Kids: just keep them at a distance
L - lefty or righty: righty all the way!
M - Meat or Vegetables: I'm a carnivore... I can't live without my meat
N - Number of siblings: 2 big siss
O - O Town or Plus One: I'd say plus one... they sing better.
P - Phobia[s]: Not having control over my life
Q - Quantity or Quality (for anything): Quality's alway better right?
R - Reason to smile: to make others smile too ...aawww
S - Song you sang last: The Father's Hand....
T - Time you wake up: 6 on a school day...
U - Unknown facts about me: psss...I'm actually an evil person trying to take over the world... Don't tell anyone allright?? ... where did I learn to be so lame?
V - Vegetable you hate: parsley
W - Worst habit: my short attention span
X - Xavier or Jean Grey: Xavier I guess...
Y - Yolk or Egg WHite: does it really matter?
Z - Zodiac: Taurus

^jac
02:02

7.09.2004

Changed my blogskin... decided to go for something lighter and not so bombastic now...ehehez.. Seems as though I'm getting old and have to slow down my life or something...!!

The week's finally finally over...

Tired out man...
In a real soppy mood these days... taking out all my old autograoh books from gis and reading late into the night... aRgh... sometimes I wish I could return where I belong.
Went for WITS yesterday... WHY THE HELL DID THE BLOODY CINA SCH WIN? they can't even speak properly...
p.s guests is not pronounced as "gases"
Oh yeah... we were oogling at the emcee too...ehehz.. do desperate eh?

tired tired tired

^jac
01:28

7.07.2004

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!
I just posted an entry and now it's gone...!!!
And guess what... I'm too lazy to post another one...
ack... who cares lah... I'll blog when the mood comes...I've lost it now!
Ms.Lau hated our Ip... urgh! I give up!

^jac
03:07