8.04.2004

Feel like a piece of crap. Why didn't I do anything? I feel so helpless...all I can do is watch it happen...nothing I can do to reverse time. Felt like what happened today was purely my fault. Perhaps I shouldn't have been so fussy about where I sat... felt like she just let out all she had been feeling. Anything there is for me to do? Felt so guilty. uRgh!

Why can't I just be the mean ole me? Just don't give a damn about what's happening and choose to ignore? I'm so screwed up. Someone come counsel me!!!!!!!!

Think I'm gonna explode someday. I hate being nice. Can I start showing my true colours? Thinking too much now. Should just be oblivious to everything... I'll probably be happier that way. My life's just gotten worse.

^jac
02:41

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