10.19.2004

Feel like sticking my head into a bush and never come out again. I guess I should've pretty much expected everything... results were the pits. It's really tiring how I have to go to two extremes in the span of a week. Don't think I can take it for much longer.

Guess I didn't manage to control it for long though, felt like screaming out at everyone of them who kept telling me that I did good when I obviously didn't, and I'm utterly disappointed and pissed with myself. Kept it all in though... and now I feel bad for thinking that way since they all meant what they said... or at least meant well.

I'm tired of all the shit in my life...

^jac
05:07

-^jac - choir - pink - green - prissy - piglet - one voice - lollies - shopping queen - mars - freedom -


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