10.29.2004

It's official. Starting next year, I'd be a roaming loner trapped in the midst of over-achievers. How I'd live through it, I have no idea. Oh well...let's just say I wasn't as happy as I should've been. Urgh. Now I have practically no one. It's all right. REALLY.

Felt so helpless the entire day, dead and afraid. But the results didn't really come out as such a shock 'cuz of a naughty thing that some pple happened to do. I didn't think I'd get so emotional though, held on tight when hugging the rest... didn't want to let go at all. All hell broke loose when qing first started crying. Then poke... was consoling qing when I started crying myself. Two weeping souls together = many more sobbing a2ians. Guess I'm not so hard after all? Yeah, known that since pretty long ago, just hoped that I would've actually been able to keep the tears in. Too bad. I need another shoulder to cry on now. The more I think about it, the more deadly it all seems.

I'll miss you guys!!!

^jac
05:04

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