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2.24.2005

ehehez... the week's been a busy one. Been rushing around looking after my newly bought golden... ahahaz... shall post pics of him asap. He's the sweetest thing ever, only 2 months old... sigh. But the sad thing is that I'm broke now. Well, been having second thoughts about wits... have a feeling that I should actually quit and not tie myself down with too much. Been so tired lately. triple sigh.

Ah well... I need someone to talk to now... shall scout around. Meanwhile, I'll just continue on with being pathetic. It all just sounds so encouraging.

^jac
22:48

2.18.2005

It seems Life couldn't get any worse. Feeling so worn out now... brain's probably it's way to darkness. I can do it!!! ...I think...

Ah well... at least some of the stress has been taken off. We've decided to switch class moitresses to give everyone a chance at leadership... eheehz... so now I have less to do. double whoop. Had too many tests this week... almost killed me, practically drained all the remaining (little) juices left in my puny brain. It's all right. One thing to celebrate about... I DIDn"T FAIL LIT!!! so thought I was gonna and have to hide my face in a bag for the rest of my life. Ah well... at least some things turn out right. Tired now... probably blog when I have more energy...

^jac
01:42

2.07.2005

urgh... I'm totally losing it man. triple sigh. The day sucked for me... but I'm determined to enjoy my chinese new year... that includes stuffing my face... not touching or even looking at homework...planting myself in front of the tube and not moving. Give me all that and I'll be a happy woman. Singing today made me feel like digging a hole to timbuktu... but I went through it all. Feel loads better than I did last night.

Trying to make myself feel better all the time. Need some time off to myself... feeling worn and pissed 24/7 lately. Btw... thanx gina for asking... I'm fine yeah... kinda anyway.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

^jac
21:06

2.04.2005

It's been looong. Been really cropped up with cny stuff and all this week... tired.. stressed, but I'm gonng forget all about it. This is the first time I'm actually appreciating the cny holiday... like finally a time a rest my mushed-up brain. triple hoot.

Hope we don't screw up and embarress ourselves further... hope my brain clears up and begin's it's work to cram more stuff in. Sigh... what an overload.

^jac
03:29