3.11.2005

The long-awaited holz are finally here. Well... can't really seem to enjoy it though. Considering the fact that we're going back to sch from mon-fri. But if it's really gonna help us achieve what we want... perhaps it's worth it... I don't wanna regret not having these extra pracs later if we don't get what we want. Was actually reflecting on the entire term on my way home while I was lugging the entire bag of darned books... thinking about how much time was wasted, how many opportunities I let go of.

Looking through my term marks... sigh... pretty disappointed with myself? Yeah... really should buck up real soon... I'm actually afraid of lit now.. never thought I'd regret taking it. I still love it, but I don't do well in it at all. What a dilemma. I guess I've gotta start pinching myself to wake up and smell the coffee. I should have been awaken eons ago, considering how terribly brainy and studious everyone is...(everyone except for me that is)!

I hate having to reflect on the past... somehow I never seem to learn. Ah well... there's always room for imporvement, always hope for the future. I shall lose too much heart. One thing to lighten up about.. I'm finally heading to church!! Haha... with much persuasion(force?) from sarah lee and poke... perhaps I'll finally see the light then. Actually meant to go for the healing service, but I've decided to to deprive others of an opportunity... and it's a good time to catch up with old friends too yeah?

Next term's gonna be a lot better I hope. Haha... expect a new me ... one who's more focused I hope. Next term's obs and alpha camp too... I can do it!

And to all who're upset over results... don't fret yeah? We'll all pull through... haha... regardless of how lame this sounds.. we shall not give up. I feel like I'm trying to convince myself more than anyone else though.

Hope y'all have a great break!!

^jac
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