4.08.2005
We shoved the door open. Truly, ask and you shall receive...The gold... it's finally ours. The sore throats, the fatigue, the frustrations...all that hard work put in by everyone. It was pure elation yesterday when they announced the results... still hasn't quite hit me yet though. Woke up this morning pinching myself. Cried like a crazed woman, screamed till they thought we were suaku ...I really didn't care man. But we all have God to thank for this miracle, and of course mr.jusuf for being patient, teachers and our efforts. It's not all gone to waste! I'll totally miss repeating the "don-dangs" till they were perfect, gasping for air whenever I tried to hold my breath for lift thine eyes and always worrying about singing the wrong parts for badai. Nonetheless, it's a good beginning for choir, and we've all made it through in one piece. Well, it was a exhilarating experience, the nerves and suspense could've killed, but I've loved every moment of it. All the crap that happened on thurs, I couldn't allow it to affect our performance... shoved it out and ostracized it like the plague. I'm not gonna care about you anymore... stay that way if you must.
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