5.19.2005

I just wanna say a big thank you to all those who've been so incredibly sweet today!!! * Thanks you guys... I know I've not been much fun to hang out with lately (the stress, the worries about my actions affecting my future) but you've all really made my day and put the first true smile on my face in weeks... I really needed that.
I've felt like this year's been a totally different one... it's only been a year and yet so much has changed. I hate sounding all cynical on such a day but I can't help but feel that these all don't ever last, no matter what promises we make, whatever we say... they all don't mean a thing especially when the crucial time comes. I guess I'm rambling... I don't even know what I'm saying anymore... ack...well... I guess not everything's changed about me.
All the cards about me being a year older and hence being more mature... I can' t help but laugh at all those.. The years are really catching up with me, and I'm not sure if I like that, I seem to have endless visions of becoming a old and cranky spinster.
All the unhappy talk makes me sleepy...

p.s---loved the balloon + prezzie you guys...it was really sweet and I should've guessed earlier when angzi brought me walking round the block...
p.p.s---thanx to all those who remembered... the well wishes all played a part in making my day

^jac
06:55

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