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7.30.2005

The last two sessions have really been not too smooth... but it's the start, and I don't plan to give up so soon. We're just really in need of some advice and really lacking of experience... ehehe... explorer, we can do it!!!
School's been pretty much the same, rushing homework, was cramming for chem test this week, but a stupid + careless mistake wasted all my efforts.
Well... I've realised that the piles of mess under, beside, behind and in front of my bed have really been growing noticeably... ehehe...time to do something about the pig sty I'm living in, but my lazyness is always overpowering my will to stay neat and clean.
I'm badly in need of a break, and listening to ndp songs has really increased my longing for the national day break to come about sooner!!!

^jac
05:02

7.22.2005

I felt a strong unwillingness to let go last night. I'm surprised, but glad at the way things turned out. I'm really looking forward to working together... but my heart just can't really seem to settle.
It was really hectic yesterday, what with all the last minute shocks and all... but at least things got settled? I still feel the same way though... things don't change so easily... but it's time for you to wake up. Anyway... congrats to Dora(!), Qing(don't worry! you can do it), and all the rest kay?? We'll have fun working together!
I'm still sleepy...

^jac
19:04

7.15.2005

It's shocking that I've not blogged in such a long time. Ahaha, well, there's finally something to blog about now.
Just completed my interview today, and I'm glad that I didn't screw it up as badly as I'd imagined I would. Must've been all the prayers and words of encouragement....thanx you guys!
The exhaustion has been completely taking over me, but I'm still hoping to survive through next week, where the wits presentation has to be ready, and sec.4 farewell and all that. I'm realising that my sentences don't make any sense at the moment...I'd better stop here...

^jac
02:23

7.08.2005

Where's the time to blog. I'm trying very hard to find/make the time to do so, but with being chased for powerpoints and reports endlessly, wits, ipw... I'm being stretched to the max, and this rubberband here is about to snap.

Ah well, we're all feeling the agony of being shoved back into the hectic schedule of school and cca after a month of holidays which I still haven't gotten over. Pathetic aren't I? The recording went really badly yesterday, and I can't help but feel a great bit of guilt about it. Ah well, no point brooding over it, I'll just pray really hard that we'll all be able to sing our best on Monday all right?

I desperately need sleep now...

^jac
07:20

7.01.2005

It's been long enough since I've last blogged...sigh sigh sigh.

Been busy with a new week of school, rushing homework, doing the -oh-so-annoying- wits project which has just left be exhausted. Been planning for the sec.4 farewell... getting all excited about it, but the apprehension still stays... we've got to work hard at keeping choir going when the time comes. Ipw came as a big shock, having to finish it by next week.... gotta pray real hard about it, that we won't screw it up and have to dig a hole to timbuktu to escape from the embarressment. (exaggeration again... that's me...)

Thinking about all I have to do makes me feel like stuffing my head under my pillow, and I can't help but think that I'll never grow up. Ah well, I will when the time comes...for now, slacking calls for me again!

^jac
23:53