tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58747562011-04-21T17:33:57.253-07:00*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.comBlogger2351100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1141647714205879822006-03-06T04:09:00.000-08:002006-03-06T04:21:54.216-08:00

Upon reading my last 5 entries, it's come to my notice that almost every single one of them begins with a "I've not been blogging for really long" or "I know I've neglected my blog". How ironic. But well, to start afresh, I've decided not to give two hoots about not having blogged consistently and just make up for all the lost time(or lost posts).Life seems to have been playing games with me

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1137774074047860132006-01-20T08:11:00.000-08:002006-01-20T08:21:14.086-08:00

Yes. It does seem as though I've desappeared from the face of the earth, considering the fact that I've not logged into blogger for practically 2 months! It's hard to imagine how I just HAD to blog every single day during my sec 1 life, rambling on about every minor detail from what I had for recess to the barely-existent homework I had. Sigh. Sec 1... how I miss it.But looking at the new batch

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1132554780226660512005-11-20T21:31:00.000-08:002005-11-20T22:37:59.403-08:00

It's this absolutely incredible feeling of liberation I've gotten from the Encounter. I couldn't thank Him enough.The encounter really opened my eyes and heart to accept Him and it's really the best feeling in the world, knowing that someone loves you so much. It's completely inappropriate to be saying this now, but thinking of how I have to get my lazy ass off to work tomorrow really makes this

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I've realised that my blog's been neglected for the past few months. It's funny to turn the clock 2 years back and realise that I was once an avid blogger, ever faithful to blogger and updating practically everyday. Gone are those days.I've been thinking that I must be the last person on this planet who does not have a uber-funky blogskin. haha...blame it on my negligence... lazyness... whatever

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1131806734982980072005-11-10T06:30:00.000-08:002005-11-12T06:45:34.993-08:00

I'm baaack! And yes... back in a shade darker, red as a lobster and really really tired!Anyway... mega camp honestly wasn't as bad as I'd predicted it to be... to all balam-ies: you guys were great and even though we were a pretty sian and quiet bunch at first, you're all really special and awesome and you all really made my day by cheering so loudly!The team building stations were truly the

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1130744275843634062005-10-30T22:59:00.000-08:002005-11-14T01:36:13.770-08:00

Don't ask me why the blogging didn't resume immediately after the exams and why it's taken me so long to pen down my ramblings...Been feeling pretty drowned by the endless committments awaiting me this november. I know many would disagree with me, but I seriously cannot wait for november to fly past more quickly. Received a very very pretty choir file from Joanna and Klara on friday...haha...

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It's moments like these that I'm left completely confused about myself.It's amazing how I've been so incredibly ticked off these days, snapping at anyone within a metre's range. Gosh... must be the stress.Was equally pissed when barely even 5 people turned up for the meeting today. They're really all clueless about respect, basic courtesy and responsibility. It's time for a little educating.

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1123838733210787072005-08-12T01:53:00.000-07:002005-08-12T02:35:32.920-07:00

L I T T L E S U P E R H E R O G I R L Corrinne May I feel like a little girlTrying to conquer the whole wide worldEverybody wants a piece of meAnd I just don't know where to turnI've got work piled up to my headAll I want to do is jump into bed And wash away my troubles with lemonadePlay hide and seek with the boy next doorTake a trip to Singapore and Imagine how I'll make the world a better

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1123318444958148962005-08-06T01:33:00.000-07:002005-08-06T01:54:05.036-07:00

The week's been real hectic... ah well, at least the looong holiday makes up for it! Stayed back to do the board yesterday with stef, qing and the 2 joannas... Turned out pretty okay in the end..after we turned the black paper around and covered all the handprints! But didn't manage to contribute much due to my lack of artistic genes.... ehehe, but I hope my comments were at least constructive!

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1122725408748271352005-07-30T05:02:00.000-07:002005-07-30T05:10:08.756-07:00

The last two sessions have really been not too smooth... but it's the start, and I don't plan to give up so soon. We're just really in need of some advice and really lacking of experience... ehehe... explorer, we can do it!!!School's been pretty much the same, rushing homework, was cramming for chem test this week, but a stupid + careless mistake wasted all my efforts.Well... I've realised that

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1122086634533975822005-07-22T19:04:00.000-07:002005-07-22T19:43:54.536-07:00

I felt a strong unwillingness to let go last night. I'm surprised, but glad at the way things turned out. I'm really looking forward to working together... but my heart just can't really seem to settle.It was really hectic yesterday, what with all the last minute shocks and all... but at least things got settled? I still feel the same way though... things don't change so easily... but it's time

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1121419763441563482005-07-15T02:23:00.000-07:002005-07-15T02:29:23.446-07:00

It's shocking that I've not blogged in such a long time. Ahaha, well, there's finally something to blog about now.Just completed my interview today, and I'm glad that I didn't screw it up as badly as I'd imagined I would. Must've been all the prayers and words of encouragement....thanx you guys!The exhaustion has been completely taking over me, but I'm still hoping to survive through next week,

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1120833413840267842005-07-08T07:20:00.000-07:002005-07-08T07:36:53.843-07:00

Where's the time to blog. I'm trying very hard to find/make the time to do so, but with being chased for powerpoints and reports endlessly, wits, ipw... I'm being stretched to the max, and this rubberband here is about to snap.Ah well, we're all feeling the agony of being shoved back into the hectic schedule of school and cca after a month of holidays which I still haven't gotten over. Pathetic

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1120287677260299832005-07-01T23:53:00.000-07:002005-07-02T00:01:17.263-07:00

It's been long enough since I've last blogged...sigh sigh sigh.Been busy with a new week of school, rushing homework, doing the -oh-so-annoying- wits project which has just left be exhausted. Been planning for the sec.4 farewell... getting all excited about it, but the apprehension still stays... we've got to work hard at keeping choir going when the time comes. Ipw came as a big shock, having to

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1119491129546930272005-06-22T18:34:00.000-07:002005-06-22T18:45:29.550-07:00

school's starting in 4 days... that's probably why I'm feeling the blues...Let me wave goodbye to sleeping in, slacking and being permanently glued to the couch. Haha... pathetic...This is just one of those times when you're just tempted to hide under the covers and hope not to be found... feeling like shit right now, flu, blotchy eyes,.... I think I need the sleep.

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1118813452179389752005-06-14T22:09:00.000-07:002005-06-14T22:30:52.186-07:00

It's a little late to be blogging about obs and all right now... but I've never ever been known to be on time so here goes...Looking back on obs... it does seem to be great fun... all the slogging, burning, lack of sleep, exasperation, aches, fears... I'm glad I've managed to come out of it all and grown person and feeling like truimphed over my fears. All the tees I bought... they'll be good for

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1117806230310187902005-06-03T06:35:00.000-07:002005-06-03T06:43:50.316-07:00

obs in 3 days...and I'm wondering why I'm not excited at all. Ah well... I'm sure it'll be fun. It had better be.Anyway...on to more light-hearted topics... finally have an entire outfit for my uncle's wedding, a dress, shoes, jewellery... the shopping nearly killed all the life outta me. Went shopping for presents with qing and dora today... pretty successful I must say... at least we kept to

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1117199377127080712005-05-27T06:03:00.000-07:002005-05-27T06:09:37.133-07:00

Here I am... successfully tanned(burnt?), throat hoarse from shouting & screaming, eyelids drooping and muscles aching...Well, despite me saying all that... camp really wasn't all that bad. In fact, there was actually a teeeeeny fraction of a moment that I'd missed it. Missed all the mud, rain, lightning-fast showers, stuffy tents ... sure... maybe just a little. Kayaking was great...

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1116940855573905962005-05-24T06:12:00.000-07:002005-05-24T06:20:55.576-07:00

Today's experience was truly an eye-opener. The guy who shook my hand till I thought it was gonna be dislocated...the same guy who tried to pull my pants down, the guy who actually pulled his pants down( I so do not wanna relive that... sore eyes man), all the smiles, waves and friendly pats... The Bishan Home for the Intellectually Disabled. What an experience I had.well, it really wasn't as bad

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1116492497532635642005-05-19T06:55:00.000-07:002005-05-19T01:49:03.540-07:00

I just wanna say a big thank you to all those who've been so incredibly sweet today!!! * Thanks you guys... I know I've not been much fun to hang out with lately (the stress, the worries about my actions affecting my future) but you've all really made my day and put the first true smile on my face in weeks... I really needed that. I've felt like this year's been a totally different one... it's

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1116409757577675622005-05-18T02:41:00.000-07:002005-05-18T02:49:17.583-07:00

The week's been pretty down so far...what with all the results and all the silly wits committments. Went for class com training yesterday... wasn't as bad as I'd predicted it to be... ehehez.. especially with all the geylang and chee-ko-pek talk...it all cracked me up. Was mk's birthday today... ahahaz... couldn't help but laugh non-stop whenever I looked at her... esp since I was constantly

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1116036367803029342005-05-13T18:54:00.000-07:002005-05-13T19:06:07.810-07:00

I guess you can never count on me to update frequently... ehehez.. all the tests, all those essays, all that work... they very nearly killed me. But I'm outta it alive and kicking but just drained of all my energy. It scares me that I can't even recall the last movie I watched.. which was probably eons ago...I need some sleepIt can't go on like thisI tried counting sheepBut there's one I always

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1115210236790521172005-05-04T05:36:00.000-07:002005-05-04T05:37:16.796-07:00

A day off school!!! triple whoop!

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1114847158628983872005-04-30T00:29:00.000-07:002005-05-01T19:24:43.606-07:00

The arts festival was a disappointment yesterday... it hit me like a tight slap, a real awakening. We held our heads too high, only to fall back down lower than we began with. Open your eyes wide, don'y be too blind to the real world. My embarressment largely outways your self-proclaimed glory.I've been too tired lately... totally whacked outta my mind. I should really talk to someone to clear my

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1114233545943813102005-04-22T22:07:00.000-07:002005-04-22T22:42:15.033-07:00

It's been eons since I've blogged. Too much has been happening... I'm too tired to blog about it all. Well, the topic of the day... decided to go on the china trip with much persuasion from my mum and sarah lee. I'm seriously convinced that I've been had, but I don't think there's much to do... the only thing that had me going was the fact that there'd me shopping!!! ahaha...nothing keeps me away

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1113007567487132122005-04-08T17:29:00.000-07:002005-04-08T17:56:20.680-07:00

We shoved the door open. Truly, ask and you shall receive...The gold... it's finally ours. The sore throats, the fatigue, the frustrations...all that hard work put in by everyone. It was pure elation yesterday when they announced the results... still hasn't quite hit me yet though. Woke up this morning pinching myself. Cried like a crazed woman, screamed till they thought we were suaku ...I

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1112358154095703302005-04-01T04:18:00.000-08:002005-04-01T04:22:34.096-08:00

Sigh. I've been getting more and more worried for choir. Really felt so guilty + embarressed today. We really should've worked harder yeah... One more week, just 7 days. I'm praying for a miracle. What with all the bio and physics tests... I need a break. Then again... that's just a week away too right?Well... today's sports day was kinda uneventful for me? Just did duty, grabbing the first

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1111813656137389522005-03-25T21:06:00.000-08:002005-03-25T21:07:36.136-08:00

Ack... I've officially lost my voice...

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1111669528888996112005-03-24T04:56:00.000-08:002005-03-24T05:05:28.906-08:00

Can't believe I'm already burnt out when it's only been 4 days after the holz. Wait... let me rephrase that...It's no wonder that I'm so super exhausted since the holz were not what they were supposed to be and all the singing's been giving me a majoy migraine cum sore throat. But I guess our hard work will all be worth it if a attain a gold yeah?? I'm sure we can do it. Hope we can do it. ehehez

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1110719552285353642005-03-13T04:50:00.000-08:002005-03-13T05:12:32.286-08:00

I'm so not looking forward to practice tomorrow... just have a feeling that it'll be pretty unbearable. Huge sigh.went for city harvest service today It felt good praising god today, especially since it's been looong since I've gona to service. Was a little skeptical about a few things though... sigh... can't even make up my mind about certain things. lord save me. Shall go ask sarah to clear my

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1110546390890003972005-03-11T04:55:00.000-08:002005-03-11T05:06:30.893-08:00

The long-awaited holz are finally here. Well... can't really seem to enjoy it though. Considering the fact that we're going back to sch from mon-fri. But if it's really gonna help us achieve what we want... perhaps it's worth it... I don't wanna regret not having these extra pracs later if we don't get what we want. Was actually reflecting on the entire term on my way home while I was lugging the

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1110096167330527392005-03-05T23:51:00.000-08:002005-03-06T00:02:47.336-08:00

Been damn tired lately... forget it that the post went bonkers on me. I'm not typing all that again... Went for class com teambonding yesterday...ahahaz... can't believe I actually had some fun... it was pretty enlightening in certain ways. Ah well... I'm just glad that I'm not having to be monitress anymore... and embarress myself during chapel. Thank goodness.Mrs.Tan showed us the breakaway

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1109944692869586102005-03-04T05:44:00.000-08:002005-03-04T05:58:34.133-08:00

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1109314317552547492005-02-24T22:48:00.000-08:002005-02-24T22:51:57.553-08:00

ehehez... the week's been a busy one. Been rushing around looking after my newly bought golden... ahahaz... shall post pics of him asap. He's the sweetest thing ever, only 2 months old... sigh. But the sad thing is that I'm broke now. Well, been having second thoughts about wits... have a feeling that I should actually quit and not tie myself down with too much. Been so tired lately. triple

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1108720176927283372005-02-18T01:42:00.000-08:002005-02-18T01:49:36.930-08:00

It seems Life couldn't get any worse. Feeling so worn out now... brain's probably it's way to darkness. I can do it!!! ...I think...Ah well... at least some of the stress has been taken off. We've decided to switch class moitresses to give everyone a chance at leadership... eheehz... so now I have less to do. double whoop. Had too many tests this week... almost killed me, practically drained all

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1107839567035433232005-02-07T21:06:00.000-08:002005-02-07T21:12:47.036-08:00

urgh... I'm totally losing it man. triple sigh. The day sucked for me... but I'm determined to enjoy my chinese new year... that includes stuffing my face... not touching or even looking at homework...planting myself in front of the tube and not moving. Give me all that and I'll be a happy woman. Singing today made me feel like digging a hole to timbuktu... but I went through it all. Feel loads

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1107516762722110462005-02-04T03:29:00.000-08:002005-02-04T03:32:42.723-08:00

It's been looong. Been really cropped up with cny stuff and all this week... tired.. stressed, but I'm gonng forget all about it. This is the first time I'm actually appreciating the cny holiday... like finally a time a rest my mushed-up brain. triple hoot. Hope we don't screw up and embarress ourselves further... hope my brain clears up and begin's it's work to cram more stuff in. Sigh... what

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1106907856370810262005-01-28T02:08:00.000-08:002005-01-28T02:30:06.693-08:00

Blogging's become a weekly affair... I actually feel unfamiliar with the keyboard... this... is... not... happening to me.... arrrgh. Been really crammed up. For the record... I'm giving up on pc man. What's it with them anyway... Lit test was a major killer. Hating Disliking it for the moment. Never felt this way before. Lit kills me. Should've considered geog ... urgh. Courage It is in the

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1106227279365248742005-01-20T06:16:00.000-08:002005-01-20T05:21:19.366-08:00

My brain's been drained of all it's juices... thank god for the friday break. 3 tests in the week... all of which had me studying and mugging + cramming forever. A maths quiz is a definite failure... who cares anymore... I give up man. Are they all just naturally sooo darn smart or do they just not show that they're cramming too? Ack... I have no idea... anyway...this week was poke's b'day...

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1105694553134292772005-01-14T01:14:00.000-08:002005-01-14T01:22:33.133-08:00

Eeepz.... it's been long huh? Well... feeling too tired these days... the week was a killer... enough to wear me out. I neeeeeed a breeeaaak.... Ah well... Been really busy this week... we had the choir auditions, learnt a new song (that scared me enough), went to check out the syf venue, and the whole thing about a1 pple moving to a3... I'm worried about the kind of people we'll get. But it's

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1105189144660791512005-01-08T04:50:00.000-08:002005-01-08T04:59:04.660-08:00

Ack... it's only been a week and all ther energy I preserved during the holidays has just been wiped out. Jeez... I don't remember ever feeling so exhausted... I know what you all are thinking... like, she actually has time to blog huh? I know... I know... Urgh... well, a brief summary of the week... it's been pretty bland so far with the class... nothing like what I'm used to, but I'm not gonna

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1104587295034124462004-12-31T06:44:00.000-08:002005-01-01T05:54:01.543-08:00

ALL RIGHT!!! It's finally out... the lump that is. What a way to spend new year's eve though. Good thing I was happily healthy so they let me out. Well... now my right arm hurts pretty much when I lift it... so I'm a leftie for as long as I can bear to be one - not for long though... I keep forgetting. The stiches are covered though... with a pathetic white bandage/plaster thing which makes me

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1104199573375149102004-12-27T18:01:00.000-08:002004-12-27T18:06:13.376-08:00

ehehez... finally fufilled my pre-endofholiday wish... caught Meet the Fockers on sunday... ahahaz... I'm a happy person now. It was supposed to be NC-16... but heck... no one really checks... they only do for the 18 ones. It wasn't all that bad that they had to stop us kiddies from going in. Ah well... Just bode farewell to my maid... the new one's coming in 2 days... It's depressing how I have

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1103940901967300152004-12-24T18:10:00.000-08:002004-12-24T18:15:01.966-08:00

gosh realised it's been ages since I've blogged... MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!! ehehez... The party last night was all right I guess... but there was waaaay to much food. I'll be eating leftovers for a loooong time. Ah well... I'll have to wait for everyone to get home before we can open prezzies... it's sad, they usually gather to open presents in the morning. Ah... it was so coincidental that

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Caught Ocean's Twelve yesterday... it was good!!! Not quite like the genres i usually go for... was my sister's choice. Now I feel accomplished... such a loser innit? Choir's been pretty scary lately... what's that they have with individual testing. and that tay just had to pick on my man... was shaking like a vibrator while squeaking out the song. Urgh. Embarrassment- something I'm used to.

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1103108267786452812004-12-15T02:56:00.000-08:002004-12-15T02:57:47.786-08:00

AHAAHA!!! finally.... the video I've been waiting for... ahhh

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I'm still tired... been trying to do christmas shopping, and having a hard time remembering to get presents for everyone and having to fret over certain "financial issues". *sigh... the issues in my life. Was watching star awards... I just have negatives feelings towards joanne peh... sad that she got best newcomer yeah? I wanted felicia chin to win. It always has to happen like that... let's

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1102646510509540312004-12-09T18:36:00.000-08:002004-12-09T18:41:50.510-08:00

Just came back from bangkok last night... totally wiped out. Shopped for 4 days straight from morning to night walking, walking walking till my feet were sore and stinky. But it was great shopping... ehehehz... Now I feel fufilled and happy. MORE SHOPPING! But I need more sleeeeep... You're such an ass 'ya know that?

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1101954125582735362004-12-01T18:16:00.000-08:002004-12-01T18:30:02.373-08:00

I'm still in mourning mode right now. Sad innit? Ah well... guess I didn't take taufik's win very well... was cursing him to no end. I thought sly actually stood a chance last night since his performances were really fab... they had me (and my mum) glued to the screen... but during taufik's time I was busy talking and just not tuned in to him at all. Maybe it's his constipated look when he's

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1101871313900810342004-11-30T19:16:00.000-08:002004-11-30T19:21:53.913-08:00

Was actually contemplating putting Taufik's This is The Moment video up since I liked it so much. But I'm remaining a sly supporter till the end... ahahaz... but the Music of The Night video is definitely not going up. It makes me shudder. The final's in a few hours... pple.... get armed with your phones and get ready waiting for the lines to be "open" yeah?! ahahaz... I sound like some crazed

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ehehez... went out again yesterday, shopped shopped shopped around orchard... and spotted angel at ps.. hahaz... The highlight of the day--- spotted pple giving out the sylvester flags... I managed to get a few ... shoved the taufik ones back to the guy and asked for more sylvester ones. I think that sparked off my infatuation with him again. I need sone serious help with the syf piece though...

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I haven't been blogging... ah well, been busy trying to take control of my life. I'm tired though. Yesterday was my mummy's b'day... ehehez, rushed to make a card for her the night before, that's been a tradition in our house - handmade cards. Oh well, I realised that I've been out of touch with you all for pretty long already... update me yeah?!?!? I finding that I have lesser stuff to blog

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phew...!

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ack... my happiness is shortlived!!! was actually happy about sly's entry into the finals last night... fighting so hard for him even though I knew he kinda sucked in his performances... just heard some news about some police report filed against his mother for cheating pple of their money? ...and him being under investigation. They'd better not in hell disqualify him for this... I'll just flip!

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Somehow, after watching idol last night, I yearned for daphne to come back. Really weird since I've never been a fan of hers. Yeah well, I'm still slightly burnt from games day yesterday, which totally wiped me out man. But it was not too bad really, better than I hoped! dunked my face into the nasty flour mixture, but it wasn't too bad - despite how it looked! Maybe tonight I'll finally have

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The cursor's a little early for christmas... but who gives lah. I'm in the mood.

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The day's been horrible for me. Urgh. Had choir today, which was a major scare... was shaking miserably when we had to sing individually. Gee... what a loser I am. Ah well... it's not the first time anyway. Oh... and bought all my books today, but tossed them in some miserable corner once I got home. It's always the same. Been fooling around with my sims 2 lately, and I'm still not sick of it.

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Just put up a really ooold video of sly, one of when he was still unnoticed. Ehehez...still remember how I swooned at the voice... how typical. Oh well, I love this song though - not just 'cuz it's sung by him! Don't know why the judges didn't like him then though... ehehez, oh well, was impressed by the voice but flinched at his looks when I first saw him... If I don't stop now, this post is

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Watching gilmore now, just remembered how I used to love the show so bloody much. Ah well, a good time to get hooked on it once more, considering it's the hols and I've done nothing but eat, sleep, go online, watch tVee, sleep, eat... Talked to my sis yesterday, gave her a loong list of things to buy from aust... ehehez, chocs and more chos... I'm still fussy about the chocolate though. I have no

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I hate goodbyes. I'm even reminded of the fact that we're all not gonna be together again when I'm reading other blogs. That makes me even more depressed. *sigh. Cried like an idiot when I read gina's blog, then proceeded to read many others which were not too different from hers. I hate to think about next year.

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It's really great that I get terribly ill just as the hols start. Geez... no matter how many times I prayed for a day off school during the term I just didn't get it. Now it's come and made such a great start to my holiday. URGH! Ah well, got 2 days of MC for my fever, 38.5... that has got to be my personal record, cough, flu, baaaad throat. Good thing though, I don't want to humiliate myself

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It's official. Starting next year, I'd be a roaming loner trapped in the midst of over-achievers. How I'd live through it, I have no idea. Oh well...let's just say I wasn't as happy as I should've been. Urgh. Now I have practically no one. It's all right. REALLY. Felt so helpless the entire day, dead and afraid. But the results didn't really come out as such a shock 'cuz of a naughty thing that

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1098778209038623692004-10-26T01:04:00.000-07:002004-10-26T01:10:09.036-07:00

Jeez... I should have just continued on with my time in dreamland a.k.a snoozesville when lao shi came into class. She just totally dashed all my hopes, no matter how small, of getting my option. Sometimes it's best to shut my ears. She screwed up so many of us... poor qing too. Argh! Was waiting for choir to start, spent the time talking to each other, consoling each other. I don't want to be

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1098706008676234322004-10-25T04:45:00.000-07:002004-10-25T05:06:48.676-07:00

Just took a quiz... What Season Are You ehehez... here it is! You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time alone but do like other people's company sometimes. You just need your space. You have a few priviledged friends who saw past your colder exterior to find the true you. You can have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to admit it) so you could be soft one second then storming around

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1098616716132508552004-10-24T03:59:00.000-07:002004-10-24T04:18:36.133-07:00

Mega camp's finally over. Seems like eons ago since I last stepped into a clean shower or laid on my comfy bed. All right... I'm exaggerating... two nights. That was it. My current state... sunbunrt a.k.a lobster's closest kin... aches in every part imaginable on my body... and I'm dead beat. I'm still wondering why I'm bothering to blog. Well... besides the times when I was embarressed to the

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1098188105003980562004-10-19T05:07:00.000-07:002004-10-19T05:15:05.003-07:00

Feel like sticking my head into a bush and never come out again. I guess I should've pretty much expected everything... results were the pits. It's really tiring how I have to go to two extremes in the span of a week. Don't think I can take it for much longer. Guess I didn't manage to control it for long though, felt like screaming out at everyone of them who kept telling me that I did good when

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It's finally over and done with. After all those pracs and off-key moments... I sound like an old woman reminiscing about happening... Oh well... we came in third place... didn't feel anything though. Not too happy, but just a teeny tinge of disappointment? Let's just call it indifference. At least we didn't suck... I hope. Thought they were all very cute and sweet though...all the cheering and

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Been having consecutive pracs... really wiped me out man... Singing myself hoarse, croaking to reach the high notes, trying to sound like a shrieking s.h.e member.... I'm beat! Practice today felt awkward for me... have no idea why. Just didn't feel like singing at all... kept getting pissed off... ah well... I'm beginning to understand why people have mood swings. Lack of sleepUnecessary

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Jerry's finally out, but I actually feel sorry for the guy. He's real strong to be able to take all the critisism... ahh... but that doesn't mean I think he's an idol. Met ms.lau today, wasn't a good time for us. Project screwed up big time and got me in a real bitchy mode. ehehez...I think I really let it out on everyone... SORRY!!! Then went shopping with my mum... went to tampines mall...

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1097757367108520312004-10-14T03:26:00.000-07:002004-10-14T05:36:07.106-07:00

Founder's day was today... didn't feel anything much though... just sang and tried to look as if I was enjoying it. But it wasn't all that bad, at least we didn't humiliate ourselves...I think. Oh well, after that had a couple of meetings...then went home to watch Zhan Shen, my latest craze. Jerry's singing on the tee vee beside me now. He's horrible. Really. We practiced pretty hard today,

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1097670569054720382004-10-13T05:16:00.000-07:002004-10-13T05:29:29.053-07:00

I'M FREEEEE!!! ahahahahaz.... words to describe how I'm feeling?? ecstatic? elated? liberated? relieved? ..yep... all that! Wow...all that studying for lit paid off.. character traits... *sigh Let's not talk about the paper today..that'll only ruin my mood really. AHHHHH!!! That's what I forgot to do after the art paper today. But I really hollered my lungs out at choir today... till I went

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1097243209463133142004-10-08T06:43:00.000-07:002004-10-08T06:46:49.463-07:00

ehehez.... I've got sly's video on my bloggie!!! ahahaz... happy happy happy...all thanx to my smartie sis. Love the song... he doesn't seem to do better than this... but anyhow, I still love his voice... ahahaz... all righty... gonna do my art now! Oh yeah... DAVID YEO'S OUT! couldn't stand the way he looked so cocky before the results were out. Don't like him no more!

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Life couldn't suck more. Let's see.... I screwed up my lit... wrote an entire page for the essay then decided to do the other question instead, so I wasted enough time to leave myself rushing and writing a whole load of crap. greeeaat. Feel like crap too. Maths... let's just not talk about it. Science... try cramming a whole load of bio into your brain and not studying too much of chem. Sit

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Talk about being a bitch. I'm annoyed. Don't even talk to me about studying. I give up!!!!!!! Read something not quite to my tastes... oh well. I'll just take it that she's got nothing better to do with her time? Either that or start imagining myself stuffing a green pepper into her mouth. Hmm... sounds good. Exam stress is getting to everyone. No one seems to be thinking straight anymore....

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Found a liking for S.E.N.S music...surprising since it's all instrumental. Oh well, I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing here blogging... I'm supposed to be working my ass of right? Seemed to have lost my focus... the next paper's in a measly 4 days and I've done close to nothing that's gonna help me score. I'm beginning to hate myself for being like this all the time. URGH! Everything's

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1096111645449956822004-09-25T04:18:00.000-07:002004-09-25T04:27:25.450-07:00

ehehez... finally got the song I wanted. Couldn't find it on iweb... chanced upon a webbie with the song while I was looking for the lyrics. YAY! It's the song sylvester sang on the wildcard... I lurrve it to teeny bits!! It's on repeat on my player...been so since last week. ahhh... I'm infatuated. Went to borders today..checked out on the books... found a whole load that I wanna buy. For

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1096010488203475212004-09-24T00:18:00.000-07:002004-09-24T00:21:28.203-07:00

Had both paper 1s today... my finger's swelling just like little lumpie over my shoulder...seems to have taken a permanent spot on my collarbone. Well...it was the usual...everything sucked. I overwrote for english....wrote too little for chinese... what's new!? Been trying to force myself to study... but all that I've tried doesn't seem to be working. Feeling tired again. I want my mini

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1095756966328846952004-09-21T01:48:00.000-07:002004-09-21T01:56:06.326-07:00

Finally got over the oral today...even though I totally screwed it up. It's all right...it really is... I don't care at all. I'm just totally fine with the fact that I just pulled down my english grade. I'm a failure at consoling myself. Studying for ting xie now... can't seem to digest all the strokes and characters... nothing's going in. Today was pretty relaxing actually... besides those

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1095665288195806172004-09-20T00:06:00.000-07:002004-09-20T00:28:08.196-07:00

The lump hurts like heel now. The ball slammed off my back during PE today... had to control my self.... like " 1... 2... 3... breathe.... it-does-not-hurt....OWWWW!" I'm beginning to refer to it as if it were a living thing... "It's feeling better today..." "It's gotten larger again..." oh well...at least I don't think I'll miss it once it's gone. Yeap... I'm in a terrible state...then got

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1095407179209833282004-09-17T00:39:00.000-07:002004-09-17T00:51:10.016-07:00

I need a pillow to scream in. I really need one. I'm suffering from insomnia.... really a serious lack of sleep. It's amazing how I actually managed to keep awake and alive for the entire day of school. I amze myself at times. Stayed up the night till even the roaches and crickets in the garden were fast asleep. Studying should be a crime. I actually held my resistence long enough till Idol was

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1095154862112589392004-09-14T02:27:00.000-07:002004-09-14T02:41:02.113-07:00

Tried telling myself that it'll be all right... I feel like crying once more. Wondering if it'll be over before I know it. I need my space. I just came back from the doctors ... checked out about the bruise/lump on my shoulder. Thought it was merely a swell... but the doc said that it was a small cyst growing. I've got some tablets and cream for it...but if that fails... he's got to have to cut

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1094790669973996882004-09-09T21:05:00.000-07:002004-09-09T21:31:21.816-07:00

The Singapore Idol results sucked. The Jerry [Iam constipated and my voice sucks but I'm still acting like a big star ] Ong is definitely out of my list of favs. Looks like good old Ben Eio's not gonna be able to make it though... *bigfatsigh* Went for a run in the morning...then wasted it all by stuffing my face with MaCs...I'm always doing this to myself. Feeling extremely drowsy now... only

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1094640626407113852004-09-08T03:41:00.000-07:002004-09-08T03:50:26.406-07:00

My back's creaking once more...feel like such a old hag. Waitaminute... I am one. Haven't done a single bit of homework... even though I expected things to turn out this way... it still aches to see myself being so slack. Oh whatever... it's not the first time anyway. Neeeeed to get some work done.... I love the song now. Been screeching it on the way to the shower and in it. " Shhheeeee'llll

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greeaat! all's well again. Now I can make it known that I'm still alive and kicking... hard. ehehez... oh well. Been spending my time rushing d&t... it's not fun at all- trust me. Haven't really had the time to reflect on all that's happened... What I can remember? My CA results which sucked. CIP? ack...I've got a bad memory. Gotta spend my holz wisely I guess...that's a standard line i say to

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It's a wonder cyberweek still exists with everyone cursing it to no end. I almost did not live through even the first day. Imagine... endless windows popping up, more work appearing with each click, despair and misery filling my entire day. What the heck...life's worse with cyberweek around. It just gives me another reason to plinge my head into a buket of cold water and convince myself that

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Okay. This is it. Cyberweek officially sucks for me. The whole grouping problem today was just the last straw. I'm gonna kill the shortie. Like right now. My throat's just gotten worse... flu's not any better...at least the fever's gone!!! Did my oral today... ehehez... quite a relief when I got it done and over with. Got a 15... not too bad considering I was positive that it was a sure failure.

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I'm supposed to be all determined and revved up from the briefing yesterday... but I feel more dead and dejected... it just didn't help in the way it was supposed to... Li Jiawei lost!!!!! what a pity for the girl....lacked mental strength I guess... *sigh*... sounds so familiar... you cave in and succumb to things due to the psychological factor. Been having serious mood swings lately... and

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1093078856550739342004-08-21T01:56:00.000-07:002004-08-21T02:00:56.550-07:00

Feel like a piece of crap oncemore... just came back from the subject briefing ---- made me feel more insecure, worried, stressed, hopeless...etc The usual... perhaps I shouldn't have gone at all...wouldn't feel so bad about myself if I hadn't. Where do I belong in this world...

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1092986913960810132004-08-20T00:19:00.000-07:002004-08-20T00:28:33.960-07:00

Feel like crap now.... any idea how it feels like to study for a geog test. uRgh! My brain still hasn't recovered from the trauma, someone bang all the stuff about arable land and natural resources outta my head. NOW! It's the end of the week...lit test got postponed...ehehez... *phew The week's been bland... had a talk about peer lites today..perhaps I should try..hmm.can't make up my mind...

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1092836333152569162004-08-18T06:34:00.000-07:002004-08-18T06:38:53.153-07:00

Finally changed my blogskin!!! ehehez...it's pink once more. I feel like such a bimb sometimes...ehehez... trying to cram geog and chinese into my head. Trying to do careful planning for my geog...like study for it a day in advance since there are so many bloody chapters to look into. urgh urgh urgh. But my plan did not exactly work out as I wished it to... geog in a no-no for me right now. it

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1092642207303713202004-08-16T00:33:00.000-07:002004-08-16T00:43:27.303-07:00

Finally...the internet's foxed..now the screen actually has some movement when I click on the icons! Amazing!!! Well... really dreaded school today... for some reason, felt like there was gonna be something horrible waiting for me there. I wasn't entirely wrong. The day definitely did not go as smooth as the baby's ass.... for starters... -another test to add to this week's already hectic

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Feel as though I didn't get anything done at all this 4-day hol. Didn't touch the cursed science book at all... and to think I actually planned to study this weekend... what a slacker. And I've picked up the horrid habit of talking to myself... such a dumbass [ see what I mean?] Just received my copy of 8-days in the mail...ehehz... I wanna read it...more than I do the science textbook. I've got

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1091875763828571392004-08-07T03:45:00.000-07:002004-08-07T03:49:23.826-07:00

Did our project today... nothing much though. Then went to somerset to meet my mummy...ehehez...shop shop shop, watched a play. Pretty good I guess. Been a long time since we had a mother-daughter outing. Saw House of Flying Daggers yesterday... so comical a show, still superb nonetheless. I used to be able to blog twice a day...now blogging once a week is a bother. Times are changing... feel

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Discussed about our sec.4 farewell today... should probably shop for gifts sometime soon! Could not help but notice the significant change in the "positions" though. *sigh*...one musical changes everything. I tried my best today... in fact, i think I actually did a pretty good job. ehehez... peeling off the "nasty" image. Gina and I had quite a hard time trying to decide which movie to watch....

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still into my patriotism....

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Feel like a piece of crap. Why didn't I do anything? I feel so helpless...all I can do is watch it happen...nothing I can do to reverse time. Felt like what happened today was purely my fault. Perhaps I shouldn't have been so fussy about where I sat... felt like she just let out all she had been feeling. Anything there is for me to do? Felt so guilty. uRgh! Why can't I just be the mean ole me?

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decided to be patriotic ehehz...for this week at least! Didn't wanna put the young voices version...too choral-like? ehehez... I'm in choir dammit! ahh... the song's starting to get on my nerves now... hopefully I can hold out till Monday...ehehe.z..this is called doing my bit for the country..in a very special way!... the day was pretty much stresssful? Let's just say that by the time I got to

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The dinner was the best ever. *sigh*... how could I have ever hated the musical. I WANT IT ALL BACK!!! It wasn't the food... what everyone said was just so moving. How it's the beginning of so many things... I hate to think of how I should not have quit my role, but everyone played a part in this success, big or small. I cried buckets yesterday, wasn't the only one though. Everyone was in tears

*Jaclyn*noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5874756.post-1091174650300725012004-07-30T00:46:00.000-07:002004-07-30T01:04:10.300-07:00

argh!...tired again.... the weekend's finally finally here!!!! Been looking forward to it for as long as I can remember! The week's been pretty much boring? Yeah..that's all I can say... the highlight was probably a break from choir. Something I needed badly. ehehez...there's a dinner tonight, which I'm not exactly looking very forward to...don't ask me why. It's just called an anti-climax...

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